Breaking it down Friday Style..

Morning!!  OK, so today has totally been a good day.  I am really working at not stressing out about things and my blood pressure this morning was low enough to prove it!  YIPEE…  But, let me back up. 

I wake up this morning and get all showered and ready… I have my lining check and don’t want to offend anyone so I make sure all is cleaned, sparkly and freshly shaven.  I get downstairs and realize I HAVE to vacuum and mop tomorrow morning cuz I neglected my mid week vacuum.  POOPIE..  No worries, no stress, I will do it tomorrow.  I then do a quick check of the downstairs for any lizard like dead things (this time of year they are out all over the yard and my cats like to catch them, bring them in, kill them and leave them about for me to find.. not fun.. for me or the poor dead lizard.  Nothing of the sorts this morning.  AMEN.  I head out the door and decide to grab my mail whilst talking on the phone with Deb (I always wanted to say whilst… Becks says it all the time when I IM with her.. heehee).  Open my mail box and there is a key in there.  hmmmmmmmm  I dont remember ordering anything.  I proceed to figure out which mailbox the key goes to and I get it on the second try.  A box lays there..  with a return address of Amazon.  Did I accidently enroll myself in the monthly coffee of the month club??  I fear I may have… crappers..  Then I notice it is addressed to Tracey, Debbie, Ava and Ryan.  OMG!!  A PRESENT!!! A secret admirer.. what a great way to start the day!   Things in the mail make me smile.. letters, big boxes with gifts in them.. little boxes.. all are a pleasant treat  

I then open it and view its contents and dig for a card.. I see it.  I get mushie and tearie eyed.  A lot of “how fucking sweet is thats” come out of my mouth..  I have a huge happy smile on my face and I drive into work rocking and dancing to some tunes.

I had a lining check at 10.  Dr. P sees me as Dr. N is on vacation this week.  She is a sweetie.  She tells me that this time is gonna be a keeper.  Last time I saw her she was hugging me and congratulating me on “graduating”.  She tells me, she saw me the day I was there seeing Dr. N after the miscarriage.  The time I was having a meltdown in the hallway… she says she just felt terrible for me.  Anyway, it was sweet to know that she remembers me and she isn’t my doctor.  She asked where Deb was (again.. how sweet is that that she remembers my sister)?  We chat, she wands me, numbers are given to the MA and she says.. looks great.. your ready! 

A FET coordinator comes out to talk to me and gives me some dox for the ET and then gives me the remaining protocol.. which draws me out til Friday April 11.  Sooooooo there it goes..  in ONE MORE WEEK.  Holy Mole`!

Anyhoop… I am having a great day today.  I feel loved, I feel happy, I feel at peace that good things are headed my way.  B… I fucking love you girl.  Thank you sooo much for that.  I have the warm fuzzies.  I wish Deb and I were closer so we could enjoy a night out and celebrate your happiness!!!  The kids will love it too when I show them what Aunt B sent em!!  Pictures will be posted for your viewing pleasure

Have a great weekend everyone!!