Is it really JUNE!?!?
June 2, 2008OK.. so I am a bit in shock that it is already June.. I mean seriously, where did half of the year go?? CRAZY!!
Saturdays Foster-Adopt class went well. It was actually interesting and went by quick. I made a new friend and she and her husband are fellow IF’ers. I think we will be friends after all this. They are adopting their nephew. Sunday I did my normal chores and then went and saw “The Str*angers” with Debbie and John and then we went out to Fresh Mex for an early dinner. We picked the kids up at my Moms house and they dropped me off at home and then I watched TV and fell asleep. LOL
I have been spending a lot of time thinking about IVF #3 and how I am so not even close to wanting to do it. I am scared of the emotional rollercoaster, the no guarantees, and the financial hardship doing it one more time will cause me. I am afraid of failing again. But, I can’t imagine not trying it. It is so stressful and I am sooo glad that I am taking time away to really process and think about it. Whatever path I choose, it will be hard and emotional.. I am just at a crossroad right now. I do still have hope that if it isn’t IVF #3 that gets me to mommyhood… something else will.
Which leads me to a little sumpin sumpin I have high hopes for. I will know I think by the end of this week if I was picked, please pray I am picked. I need this miracle.
Alrightie.. back to the grind. SMOOCHES~
What up home skillet? I can’t wait to find out about the super secret’s results! : ) WOO HOOOOOO!, FINGERS CROSSED!!!!
You are so in my thoughts, Tracy! Before you know it baby will be in your arms!
) I am so proud and excited that you are trying to foster/adopt. My son is adopted and the love I have for him after trying ivf is just amazing. I feel as though I birthed my son. He is seven weeks on Wednesday. I posted pics on my blogspot. Check em out. Good luck and I hope your sumthin sumthin pans out!
Always,
Micki
You are always in my thoughts. I wish nothing but the best for you and a miracle by week’s end!
I can’t believe it is June either…crazyness! Wondering about this sumthin sumthin!!!
T,
I am parying for you and this crossroad you are at. I am also at a crossroad. I haven’t been on much and so many things are going on at my end. May head is swimming with thought, so I can understand your thoughts here.
Hugs all around!
Whatever the sumthing is (and the curiosity is killing me since I’m like a cat that way, curiosity and all) I hope it works out in your favor and your picked.
Chica, I am always thinking of you and praying for you! I hope you get the miracle you are awaiting. But even if not, Miracles will come to you, my friend! Peaces! Rach
Thinking about you! Hang in there sweetie! We’re always here for you!!
Praying, praying, praying praying. I pray you are picked!!!
I also pray that you will be at peace! IF is so hard sometimes…
I am also keeping my fingers crossed for your sumthin’ sumthin’!
Wow, adoption! Thinking of you and hoping that it works out!
It’s June? Where is the freakin’ sunshine?!
Actually, I can’t believe it either. I hope your sumthin’ or another sumthin’ works out.
fx for your sumthin thing!
of course, now my curiosity is piqued and i have to wait to find out? drat! 
Any updates on the picking???
How long will you make up wait?
I am PRAYING HARD for you girl!! Keep us all posted on your miracle. Prayers do work!! I am living proof!