Beta came back at 196. I am crawling underneath my rock. Not sure when I will come out.
I had to rally tonight for a girls night out. I kept it a secret all night until someone asked how the baby thing was going and I literally “lost it” at the table. Thank God it was at a friends house. They were kind and understanding and asked if I needed to not talk about it and if we should change the subject. Debbie was there… I cried. She was the strong one and answered the questions for me while I shed the tears that had once been the hope of my soul.